Toddle Along Tuesday- letter to my princess

Dear Khaila from the first moment i found out i was pregnant with a baby girl i was filled with excitement, joy, & warmth. Then from the moment u were born & i got to hold and kiss you i swear i felt my heart grow 10 times its normal size from all the love i felt just from looking into your big beautiful eyes & and smelling the special newborn smell you came with. You were MINE, my baby girl,  my princess, my One and Only Sunshine <3 

You changed my life for the better u taught me so much about myself i never knew i could be a mom and i feel I am one amazing mommy too! i didn't know i could run off no sleep, with just giggles, kisses, and hugs who needs coffee or energy drinks when you get all that for free! I didn't know i could love a single person so much where i would go above and beyond for you making sure you have the best in life no matter what and make sure u will always feel loved. You wont get to read this till after kindergarten maybe ha ha and then you get to read to again when your a teenager and this will remind you that mommy loves you and you will always be mommy's little girl her princess her one and only sunshine even on the days you feel i hate you and I am mean because you can't have your way just know its all for the best and mommy will never do anything to hurt you! thank you khaila for being my light at the end of tunnel, my strength to wake up and keep going <3 every second i spend with you seeing u smile, hearing you giggle, and watching you learn new things is my reason for living my happiness you are my heart!  i don't know what i would do without you =] i know you  may only be 22 months but know that you are my best friend and the love i have for you is like no other! 

To end this letter i just want to write down this little song i sing to you every night to put you to bed <3 

You are my Sunshine my only Sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey you'll never know dear how much i love you so please don't take my Sunshine away <3 

                                         

                          
                                             

If you too have a letter to your child(ren) feel free to link up with growing up geeky or also click below <3

Toddle along Tuesday -The Unexpected

The Unexpected- how things have changed since baby..

Sleep! as for khaila she woke up every 2 hrs and had 3 naps a day but maybe an hour or 2 long and instead of napping with her like they say u should... i wouldn't i had laundry, cleaning, cooking, and cant forget catching up on my shows thank God for DVR! if not i would be lost in the world. She does sleep better now but i still feel exhausted but i guess that's the non-stop job of a mommy hahaha -_- 

my other main one would be no alone time shower shes playing peek a boo with the curtains haha restroom shes trying to wipe my butt or see how long the toilet paper can go.. 

Shopping i have to have someone with me to help with her or leave her with her dad or grandmas cause its so hard to go in grab something and go to the other few stores i need to go to such a hassle to get her out go shopping buckle her in and do it all over again for each stop..

tantrums i always said i will be able to deal with them and teach her from the start haha was i wrong theres no stopping this lil diva princess.. 

Even with all that i would not trade anything to being a mommy to khaila its more rewarding than anything <3 

to blog or not blog

that is the question..

I love blogging and sharing my family/ life with ppl but when i have no readers it gets me down and im like what is it that im missing what do i need to gain some readers? 

i take time out to share special days and moments with... no one it feels like a waste of time but i will not stop just for me so i can look back later in life and remember all that i did all over again and im pretty sure khaila would love it too. 

just like all the videos and vlogging i do all for the same reasons so i guess it doesnt matter if i have readers ill be my number fan / reader hahah 

till then heres a lil photo that makes me smile <3 

Khaila's 2nd Birthday Planning

Here is a video of all my plans and everything I've got <3 

Mommy and Me Princess Dance

May 18th was Khaila's first dance class it is only on Fridays & 30mins long which is perfect! It's called mommy  and me princess dance its ballet and its a really cute class and i love the dance teacher she is young and so nice <3 the class it for 18 months to 3yrs khaila is the youngest the other girls are a lil over two or 3 but even tho she is young she still does some of the moves and she enjoys her class =] The last class they will have a princess tea party/recital so stayed tune for a cute video of that. I don't have video of her yet but i have a few photos so enjoy.  

                                   

                                        This was her first day                 

                        

                           Her second day she got hungry after class

                 

               

                                                           Third class she was tired =\


she has i think 2 or 3 classes left till her lil recital cant wait <3

khaila feeding the ducks =]

  It was a nice day out so i decided to take khaila and my family to get out and feed some ducks.

enjoy the video of khaila's first time feeding ducks =] 

Who doesn't love trips to the parks

We try to take khaila out to the park at least once a week she loves the park and it just so much fun to watch her play & play with her. This visit was the last day of potty training and the whole hr at the park she had just undies one and no accidents yay. (she isnt potty trained it is put on hold ) 

her favorite hat ha

We even tried to fly her kite haha it was a fail =\ 

 

I love the last photos with her daddy <3 we had a good day we love the park its also great to go before her nap we take her home and she is out.

Thanks for stopping by feel free to leave a comment =]