Bottle?

Khaila is off the bottle completely! no bottle before bed its all sippy cup and all before she was 18 months =]

next is the pacifier one step at a time!

on a different note today i started babysitting my friends baby who is just a month younger than khaila. i watched him once before im the first non family member she has left him with and he does so well he did cry today looking for her but after a nap he was all better and watched yo gabba gabba and played with khaila <3

i will be watching him 4 times a week mon-thur it is an awesome practice for me since i do want to be a pre school teacher then kindergarten teacher <3 its also good for khaila to learn to be social and share =]

khaila loves yo gabba gabba ha

sippy cups review

3 days no bottle before bed and 3 days of khaila sleeping all nite in her crib! How good it feels to have that extra room in the bed lol

I'm throwing away all her bottles and saving one for an emerency next is the pacifer which I know will be hard cause she loves that thing...  and since she is sleeping thru the nite and no bottle before bed she is not as wet in the morning so then we can get ready for potty training :) we are not gonna put her crib to a toddler bed till she is ready for potty training :)

khaila is now in this weird stage where she always wants to be held. if not held in my lap shes never been so cuddly and attached. i mean she has always wanted to be near me and i couldnt leave but now its she needs to be touching me lol or her dad or grandma when they have her.

also she is starting to want to go to her grandma (my mom) and her dad more than me which is nice but breaks my heart still =\

but she is getting really smart and saying her words more clear she says ball, mama, car, dog, duck, hi, bye, she is is trying to say uncle and grandma and see you later hehe she now can go up and down stairs safely crawl up and bounce on butt down haha 

i know its normal but it really bothers me and breaks my heart that khaila wants to be with her dad more then me =\ i miss her always wanting me i do everything for her i take care of her always!!! and i chose to keep her i was the one on bed rest had to eat stop being vegetation and eat meat to keep her healthy. i got fat and cant lose it i was the one in the hospital sick for a week and went thru the pain of pushing her out and bringing her into this world it just hurts and i know she doesnt understand but it sucks when xavie has to rub it in my face...

heart broken </3

yay =]

we are no longer sick we are happy and feeling great <3

now its time to clean clean clean.. bring out the Lysol  and disinfect the house and toys!

gonna be a long and busy day also im gonna start the 30 day shred ill update twice a week so later ill post my measurements and stuff =]