Bottle?

Khaila is off the bottle completely! no bottle before bed its all sippy cup and all before she was 18 months =]

next is the pacifier one step at a time!

on a different note today i started babysitting my friends baby who is just a month younger than khaila. i watched him once before im the first non family member she has left him with and he does so well he did cry today looking for her but after a nap he was all better and watched yo gabba gabba and played with khaila <3

i will be watching him 4 times a week mon-thur it is an awesome practice for me since i do want to be a pre school teacher then kindergarten teacher <3 its also good for khaila to learn to be social and share =]

khaila loves yo gabba gabba ha

sippy cups review

3 days no bottle before bed and 3 days of khaila sleeping all nite in her crib! How good it feels to have that extra room in the bed lol

I'm throwing away all her bottles and saving one for an emerency next is the pacifer which I know will be hard cause she loves that thing...  and since she is sleeping thru the nite and no bottle before bed she is not as wet in the morning so then we can get ready for potty training :) we are not gonna put her crib to a toddler bed till she is ready for potty training :)

khaila is now in this weird stage where she always wants to be held. if not held in my lap shes never been so cuddly and attached. i mean she has always wanted to be near me and i couldnt leave but now its she needs to be touching me lol or her dad or grandma when they have her.

also she is starting to want to go to her grandma (my mom) and her dad more than me which is nice but breaks my heart still =\

but she is getting really smart and saying her words more clear she says ball, mama, car, dog, duck, hi, bye, she is is trying to say uncle and grandma and see you later hehe she now can go up and down stairs safely crawl up and bounce on butt down haha 

i know its normal but it really bothers me and breaks my heart that khaila wants to be with her dad more then me =\ i miss her always wanting me i do everything for her i take care of her always!!! and i chose to keep her i was the one on bed rest had to eat stop being vegetation and eat meat to keep her healthy. i got fat and cant lose it i was the one in the hospital sick for a week and went thru the pain of pushing her out and bringing her into this world it just hurts and i know she doesnt understand but it sucks when xavie has to rub it in my face...

heart broken </3

yay =]

we are no longer sick we are happy and feeling great <3

now its time to clean clean clean.. bring out the Lysol  and disinfect the house and toys!

gonna be a long and busy day also im gonna start the 30 day shred ill update twice a week so later ill post my measurements and stuff =]

video..

Finally khaila and I are feeling sooo much better sooo happy :)

Also today is my lil sisters 12th birthday! Man she is growing soo fast :/ I miss my baby sister... and my brother is next who will 18 and ill be watching him walk at graduation!! Man how time flies.

So today is looking good had lunch with xavie things are getting soo much better with us I hope it stays good :)

Omg so khaila is wanting her dad more then me now it breaks my heart </3

anxiety attack

Not fun the last time i had one was when i was pregnant i just had one rite now i got so scared! =\

I dont want to experience that again! i need to call my doctor asap!

Feeling better!

So khaila and I woke up feeling soo much better! we still have a cough and a lil stuffy but way better, she woke up happy not crying and was playing all day like her normal self =]

we went to the store and go visit my mom her grandma just to get out of the house and have some fresh air hehe

oh oh also here are 3 pics from the shoot on weds. its all he has up but i love them and excited to see more.

He is just starting out but as u can see he is great! he lives in Anaheim
, Ca but will travel (not too far tho) he also has great prices so if you are interested here is the link to his page Good Vibes Photography.

Day 3 of being sick better than yesterday but still feeling miserable =\ Khaila and I spent half the day in bed, didn't get off from 8 till 3! after we were both feeling better i got to clean and she played with her toys and actually ate more than yesterday =] 


im hoping to feel better soon cause it soo sucks being sick when your baby is too. plus not much help i still had to cook and clean... i just got the bf to give her a bath (very lucky he hardly says yes)


i swear im running off of like no sleep i have no idea how im doing it lol.. 


Goodnight <3

Here are a few pics i took of the babies before the photographer got there =] 

Day two of being sick and its soo much worse khaila and i both couldn't sleep she woke up at 330 and didnt go back to bed till 530 she was so miserable it broke my heart =\
we both have super bad coughs, achy body, and stuffy nose. she had a fever of 101.0 =/ she took a good 2 hr nap shes a lot better where she actually ate i made her some chicken and stars soup =]
shes starting to feel it again so a warm bath and meds. and cuddle time will be next.. my poor baby its so hard to see her sick and to top it off im sick and feel just as miserable but as a mom we sacrifice for our kids and i dont mind ill do anything for my baby girl <3

we also had a photo shoot today with two of my friends and their babies both boys her age it went okay considering she wasn't feeling good she still ran around got on the swing and enjoined herself i hope we got some good shots <3 i took a few of them before the photographer got there and i ll post after this post. ( my battery died.. )

                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

Khaila always seems to amaze me and make me laugh haha.

 here is a video of her showing her dance moves off <3

  

oh no =\

both my daughter and i woke up with coughs =\ i dont feel too well and have a huge headache she is fine running around all happy just a cough i hope since she got her flu shot she doesnt get to sick! mommy and baby sick at the same time now fun =\

thank God for xavie he let me sleep in this morning <3

So yesterday i took khaila to the park and she loves the swings <3 here are a few pics i took of her! 

She loves the park and i think i will be taking her more often. its a great way for her to socialize more which she was it was so cute to see her playing with out kids =] also she learned how to go up and down stairs from the park so that's a plus I've been working with her so much cause my mom has stairs.. Also a plus is after she is so tired and goes down for a nap which lets me relax or get things done around the house! So the park was a success<3 here are some more pics from the trip! 

Hello

Welcome to my blog on being Me(Danielle or Dani)
 =] I am 23 and a mommy to a beautiful 16 month old princess named Khaila (ky-la). 

16 months old her now =] 

I found out I was pregnant Feb. 1st 2010 I was 21.Me and her Dad (my bf) are still together its been 4yrs (dec.21). i had her a month early at 36 weeks due to me having pre eclampsia. i was induced and had a 21 hr labor pushed for 3 1/2 hrs =\. she was born on Aug. 28th 2010 at 1:35am weighing 6lbs 1oz. she was rushed to the NICU she stop breathing and was very weak she stayed in there for a week i finally took her home sept. 8th <3 she is now a healthy smart silly funny loving 1 yr old to be around shes my world my everything my sunshine <3